I like to make myself to believe..

Lets see ... What is going on with me?? Keadan and I have been talking a lot about what we are suppose to do with our lives. I have to say we are still clueless about it, is it like that with other people? Who knows! All I do know is that I wanna dance, that seems to be the only thing that makes me super happy. It's my own personal high in the way it makes me feel. I have really been wanting to go back my dance class which I have not been in so long. When we started dancing I realized how much I missed it. I was a little scared to go back thinking that I could not handle it anymore, or that I would not be good. It was not like that at all. I was a little rusty but it was like I never really left. It was awesome. Anyways since then I have been super pumped about doing something new with dance. Sooooo I have decided to audition for a dance team, which is next week. I am super anxious and excited about it. I feel like I have not done something for me in a long time. I feel that I have been taking care of other people and have not really focused on what I want. So i figure now is the time. So here I go........ Wish me luck!