This is for KIM!!

Ok so the other day I was at a meeting for Adventure Week and SOMEONE, I wont say who told me, that I do not post enough.



From the last time that I posted I had just found out about my dad having cancer, even now I can believe it. I have not been close to anyone with cancer before so I must say I do not like it. Over the past few weeks not only has my dad's life changed but I feel like mine has too. I have really been debating back and forth what to do with my life, way too many decisions if you ask me. What I come to realize is that God has been telling me that I am where I am suppose to be, at least for now. Some of the conversations that I have had with my dad over the past few weeks are really heartbreaking, I am even tearing up now. It is hard to hear someone you love tell you they are not ready to die. How do you respond to that? I am trying my hardest to be there for my dad and mom as much as I can be, bc no matter how much drama we have been through I still love them.

As for me and Keadan well lets just say we are not moving away just yet. So many different things are happing in our lives right now it sometimes feels unreal. Recently I have discovered that God wants us here with our families to influence them the best way we know how and that is through God's love. Some of the things that are happening right now have taught me that I want to help anyone with their walk with Christ. It is so amazing what he can do for all of us, and I want to help the ones I love in a spiritual aspect as much as I can. I do not know if that all made sense bc I ramble.

Also during all this time I am loving my job more and more as the days go by. Which is weird bc that usually doesnt happen to me. I love all the people I work with, even though somedays it is hard!! Just the things that I do makes me feel like I am doing something, I feel like with all this schooling and working since I was like 16 is starting to pay off. Ultimatly it is not where I see myself 25 years from now, but I feel like I am at a great start for me and my family. Also I finally got my artwork for the walls printed so now my office has flava!

So everyone keep your calendars open for the end of April bc we are moving!! I am dancing right now in my mind, just thought you would want to know. I am so happy bc everytime we move things get better and better. I love our new place and the appliances are actually going to work. Can you believe it, they wont be just for looks. On top of that all the appliances are white, not old yellow bc the things are sooo old. We are also having real tile not wallpaper floor, I dont know how to spell the real word. I have been constantly thinking of ways that I want to decorate our new home. Keadan is excited too, we will be so much closer to both of our works!!

Being apart of children's ministry is the bomb, I love it. The kids are great.

I would say right now our lives are pretty great and I know that all of you are jealous!! I do not think that I could be any happier married to Keadan, he is great!

Well that is all for now!