Do Dreams come true?

Ok so this has been a crazy time. Tomorrow will mark the 4 months that my dad passed away. I still do not believe that he is really gone! Last week was a long week! My grandpa passed away on tuesday and the funeral was Friday. It was not something that I expected, which I do not know if you ever know what to expect. During the funeral, there was a video (which I was not asked to do) anyways... the last song during the video was of my dad singing. It made me really upset, plus no one warned us so I was not expecting that. Also no one spoke to us. (Me, my mom, sis, keadan and kevin) I mean no one spoke to us, we were completely outcast for some reason. It was really strange. I just do not understand people sometimes. 

  Last night while I was sleeping I had some crazy dreams! The first one I was kidnaped and I woke up completely scared. I just clung to Keadan and did not let go. Once I feel asleep I had another dream that I was being chased and then beat up. The weird thing in that was that it was the members of KISS! Anyways I was saved by my dad, and all this happened on my sisters wedding day. I looked up what my first dream meant online. What I found was that normally when a person dreams about being kidnapped it means that there fear is coming out in their dream. It also said that when someone is going through major changes in ones life and is completely stressed out.  I get all that. I have been completely scared all day long, I do not even want to take oki out to the bathroom. Keadan is at work too, so it makes me even more scared! 

So last weekend was V-day and it was awesome. I have been dealing with so much, it was nice to just put everything on hold and be with my hubby! We went out dancing, it was so much fun! It was a perfect night. I love my hubby!!

Well that has been life lately! I am currently looking for a job and that is frustrating! And for some reason I really want a sandwich!